why did i do it?

Everything became a blur, as you said those words My heart started to break, and the pain just wouldn't stop I tried to fight through it, but the pain was to much Now as I lay here and look up from this wooden box All I see is my friends and family around me crying There you were, asking me why I did it I ment the world to you I can't believe I took my own life As I lay there trying to speak, nothing could come out I see a bright light, but I'm to young and not ready to leave this world I ask myself as I leave this world Why did I shoot myself, and leave all my loved ones behind