Why do I want this?

01/10/20

The water rushes into my ears

It’s the numb feeling I always get

That makes me feel as though I’m somewhere else

I stay as long as I can

For the realm I am in is the most comforting of all

The cold feeling of space is better 

Than any other place I could be

All of the tears shed

All of the clothes torn

Does not matter

Anymore