Why do you?!

I sleep with pain that cannot be explained,

my nightmares come and go and reality is almost the same, 

Love can only be found when something is insane,

repeating the same actions that lead to the Infamouse lane,

Sometime I  imagine a world were  I don't have these chains,

but you make it easy to keep me tamed,

to you I don't deserve to be with joy,

and with my feelings you play as if they were toys,

Why do you use me so?!!

Ripping apart my dying soul,

Your demonic intentions leave me breathless,

leaving me in a hole full of darkness feeling helpless,

why do you taunt me with your tricks?

you always try to take over my life with those large smooth lips, 

so why do I try?!

in the end my love for you will never die,

i wish with all my strength it were a lie,