why does it have to be you

the pain in ny chest my eyes want to cry but my head says who needs that guy your better off without him dont listen to the thing in your chest dont let your eyes fill with tears dont let your stomach turn and twist dont let your mind take over with fear calm down breath you've seen him before dont fall all over you know he will walk past you like there was nothing there between you dont get your Hope's up he always let's you down why do you still love him I dont know how I ask myself what did you do to me for me to always feel this way when it comes to you I want to hate you but I cant seem to do it why does it have to be you