Why has it come to

Why has it come to this?

What have i done?

My heart is broken beyond repair, something im not use to. 

How do i recover when youre no longer there

I had you and now youre not the same person i knew. 

I cannot focus. I cannot sleep. But from what i can tell you have no problem. 

I asked for the truth and i did not get it. Instead i got what we hated the most.

You said you loved me more and i believed you but is that the case now?

It was meant for me to see what you had on social media or facebook for the most part.

You were in pain and instead of coming to me you wanted someone else. 

The void in your heart is deep and i dont know if i can fill it.

I want to fill that void but im not sure im what you want.

Not once was i mentioned on your posts. Not once did you mention me

 And now for the first time, i see.

Did you really love me more? 

Or is love to blind to see.