"Why I Keep My Mouth Closed?"

I keep my mouth closed to avoid spitting mm rounds. Most of the words I hold back would make Someone not want to be around this black male cause I'm nothing but an ordinary nigga. I always want things to go my way and never care for others. I come in handy when someone claims I'm there lover but admit that they only got with my ignorant ass just to mess around and cheat. I'm just another black piece of meat being tenderized and whipped like the slave days. The difference is that I'm being abused by my own race which makes me more afraid to strike black.

I'll rather keep my mouth closed to avoid cocking shotgun shells. My mentality beats harder than ll's rock the bells. I give deep thought so I wont say dumb shit that would get me placed within a stereotype. Black men don't do this, black men don't do that, I'll never believe the hype. I'm just an ordinary nigga that resembles my father. If I treat you like shit or don't care then why even bother. I scream when I want pussy just like a guniea pig. Even though I would prefer to penetrate my twig with my hand instead of being called big daddy or the man.

I keep my mouth closed to avoid forcing rocket launchers at an innocent soul. No matter if they tell me heartless shit, the torch has been lit and I gotta take the weight while the guru is at rest. I keep my fucking mouth shut cause I still need  time to study and ace this test to invest within  my morals and beliefs. I can't believe I'm just another ordinary nigga. Good grief. What is an ordinary nigga? Sticking up for my own shit, staying positive when I'm being called a selfish little bitch. Or trying to stay above while I'm being pulled down to drown. I'm not a king or a prince, ordinary niggas don't receive special treatments or wear crowns. Ordinary niggas are usually dead from bullet wounds when they're found.  Ordinary niggas are better off in jail like a dog pound.

I keep my mouth closed so this ordinary nigga could win the war without making a sound. Call me an ordinary nigga and watch how I react. The only reason you called me an ordinary nigga is because my skin tone is black.