Why I love you

(poems go here) When you love so much and then you get hurt by loving so much it takes a lot out of you. This is why it blows my mind that you love me so much now. What if I don’t love you back ? all these weird questions run through my head constently and I don’t like it. They just run through my head because im scared. And there is no reason to be scared when your around. And then I think, maybe its just the distence. But honestly with the distence gone I still had these questions. I hate this because I havnt fallen for a guy yet that this guy has fallen so hard for me. And I feel so freakin bad for it. I think its more im not used to having a boy. Im used to being independent and messing around. It’s a racer thing. Justin got what I ment when he was over.