Why i say fine

Why i say i'm fine 

It's easy to say i dont have to hesitate or choke up 

everyone leave's when i say i'm fine 

i dont have to make other's worry about me

i can easily just smile and look up and away people get

annoyed when i say i'm fine when i'm lying but 

i won't ever tell you otherwise it's easy to say i'm fine cause

i cant trust people the only person who i thought would never betray or hurt

and stay with me even if it just meant being best friends or regular friends forever

hurt me i told them i would stay by your side but when they said it

they meant it as a lie at this point i got use to other's doing it but never them

Don't tell me you love me as a joke don't tell me you'll be there then leave 

Don't tell me you what to be my side then backstab me

I really am tired of this cycle.