Why lie

I wake up every morning Hating that I have dreamed of you, Thinking of all the times you made me feel special. How you made me laugh, smile, and dream, That we would soon be together. Why do you lie to me? You said you would never hurt me, Or lie or leave me. But you did all of that, And the worst part is... Is that I excepted it! I can go along pretending everything is fine, But if you ask I won't lie. I'll say that I am now afraid to love again, Because of you. And I will never forgive you