Why Me

Why me are words often spoken In a crazy world that is unlivable, unstable and very unbroken. We will never understand why certain things happen So much anger, hurt and pain without any laughter. Why me, can have so many different meanings Sitting in a dark room ,alone not knowing how to feel or what to think. Everything I touch, I destroy everyone I love end up leaving Every other day with thoughts of why me Am I really this horrible person that people see me as Truth be told, my faith in God is all I have. Since my mother left me, my life has been upside down Asking God why me and am I heaven bound.