WHY ME

I never thought that I can survive 

What kind of person am I

Why me why me in my head 24/7

What have i become

Never could have done it without support

 Im sad, depress stressed but  going through life

Drug use for 3 years and alcohol abuse

What have i been doing substance abuser

Why me

Its my choices i have choosing in those 3 years

I've been sober for 4 months

Its hard not easy i wish i can turn back

But i ask myself whats in it for me

I've been dying for 3 years

Know im a survivor who could had die

Why me over over in my head

I never understood what was going on in my head

At the time im a person that make mistakes

And get back up move along with life

Why me