why me

As i try to hold on to these walls

My strength fades

I start to remember

When you came to me with that innocent voice

And said hey

So soft so sweet

Not knowing if this was a trick or treat

Standing with my arms crossed

You told me to relax

Next thing i know i'm laying on my back

Stop,you're hurting me is what i say

But you didn't listen

As the tears ran down my face

You push in and out with no delay

Trying to push you off

Your grip got stronger

As i say

No please stop

You continue to stay on top

Asking me question after question

As if it was meant to be

Why did you do this to me

And when we confronted you

You denied everything

Saying we were friends from the start  

But you turned around and tore my life apart

Why me

I know i'm not like the others

But that doesn't mean

I want to be raped and beaten with no cover