~Why Me~*

WHY ME? Why is it always me? Why can't I be happy all seasons of the sea, why do I have to be the beautiful leaves that eventually die and get kicked around, ending up in crumbs swept away by the breeze......So I ask, WHY ME?? Alone and scared, losing my strength day by day. Infatuations about the possibilities love defines. But sadly losing my feelings, because I keep my emotions bottled up, Scared to tell anyone what is really going through my head....because, well it scares me too.