Widow

Before: happiness.

I was lost in time.

Everything was moving so fast.

I wished I couls run till I couldn't breath.

I shouldn't let the temptation overwhelm me.

There were a lot of thigns to learn:

          Learning not to hope.

          Learning to not burrow everyday experiences

          Learning to be alone out of pleasure.

And one night, for the first time

I was scared.

I was sinking.

I had a glimpse of madness.