Wild thoughts that we all fought

Just a young buck, I try not to give a fuck, I aim high and I duck, From obscurities of fury and hatred, I don’t want to hated, Refuse to be outdated, Prefer to be sedated, My dreams perforate through the thickness of my transgressions, Why is it that no one believes my confessions, I keep things private but times call for changes as I’m sitting here with my emotions having endless flow like the ocean I don’t care about what kind of notion I’m sending to all my listeners, I talk shit about previous bitches but I aint dissin’ her, I’m fishing for the right girl to come along that I’ll think about when that song comes on, two rights never go wrong that’s why I stick by her and let all go, are you proud of me momma that I came to my senses, I’m starting to swing for the fences I don’t sit on the benches I preform, I storm in the hearts of many that begin to question authority, fuck the police, fuck the government, fuck the structure that begins settlement, I will never settle you bitches don’t know the struggle of not having a dime and worrying about doing time all because you thought wrong and tried to get fast money, I always thought it was funny because dumbasses became desperate for cash, I was in need of the black ash, forming a crucifix on my forehead, I choose to look far ahead, I choose to look deeper in the statements that are given, my sins will always be forgiven so I can’t look back with regrets as the pain begins to set and I don’t want to make a bet with the devil im still a bit of a rebel, I rise from the rubble and take vengeance on all the oppressors that hurt all my fellow humans, I know what I’m doing, my foresight is clear, as the end is coming near and the fear and the tears that come along with it, I glanced at the hand that fed me and I bit it, got angry that my pillows never told me my dreams so I hit it, sometimes my hopes become remitted, I have a thing for girls that are big-titted and I think of the looks on their faces when I say that I did it, let’s take a look into the future I want to know what lies ahead, we all can’t be dead, instead, I read that even though the government slings lead, to the heads of our opposers, this war will never be over, whether on earth or heaven and hell, there is a cracked bell that will always toll for us, victims on the bus, are the lucky ones, family is gone but they’re in a better place, it isn’t a race to get to heaven, if we remain on earth then where all we all headed? The planets are all threaded into one piece of existence that is all co-dependent, through thick and thin I stay independent, although I’m not ashamed to mention my beliefs, they help me through all the grief, the streets and the beef, my thoughts are the like the coral reefs, deep down in the ocean that only some get to experience, see the through ignorance and look past the deviance, my past are my grievances, the present is my drive, my future is inspiration, I fight through the temptation, I long for the sensation of belonging to a relation between the nation that I call my home, my city is where I roam, my goals are where I hone, business over of the phone, we’re all looking for a loan, desperation I don’t condone, my faith is rigid as stone, tough down to the bone, the seeds of my legacy are sewn, the result of discipline and the scorn, feb 13th I was born, and every year I have sworn, I will fight off the horned being that causes us all to mourn, I will expand your sight, your strength will reach a new height, join me in the fight, GODS children unite.