Wilderness

Basking in my ignorance I revel at the fact that I haven't lost my mind It's been a long road Curvaceous winding's of emotions A females mind is deadlier than anything Distance seems to be the best option Never have I spoken words so endearing than, "no you're not fat at all" or "hold on, I'm busy" Can I be suspect to depression? My stress has been leveled Dullness seeps through every thought and meaning Happenstance is nonexistent I only know it as repetition Long hours I lay, non coherent Socialization comes in light years Sadly I never travel fast enough In the event that I do I never remember half as much The work has never been so unacknowledged than before As I work tenfold I cant say I care as much as before Its been a long road through this wilderness