Will I Always Be Weak Minded
it’s hard being strong
everyday i walk along the same paths , repeating the same songs when i go to class
a system that drains my energy
surrounded by people who i try to push out of my memory
but somehow .. destroy me mentally
it’s hard being strong
in every moment of me trying to find out where i belong , i worry about what the next thing in my life that could go wrong
it’s hard being strong
searching for a group like you ..
when all people know how to do is plot , it’s a lot ..
having to face society , when sadness and confusion surround my mentality
not knowing when i’ll come across another tragedy ..
it’s hard being strong
putting on a fake smile when i am not happy
and telling others to smile when i’m feeling crappy
it’s hard being strong
and i wanna give up
my lows have been a lot to manage .. and having no one who can listen and understand and relate and contribute to your heartache makes you feel like you’re out of luck
it’s hard being strong
but my journey isn’t finished
.. or is it ?
it’s hard being strong
everyday i walk along the same paths , repeating the same songs when i go to class
a system that drains my energy
surrounded by people who i try to push out of my memory
but somehow .. destroy me mentally
it’s hard being strong
in every moment of me trying to find out where i belong , i worry about what the next thing in my life that could go wrong
it’s hard being strong
searching for a group like you ..
when all people know how to do is plot , it’s a lot ..
having to face society , when sadness and confusion surround my mentality
not knowing when i’ll come across another tragedy ..
it’s hard being strong
putting on a fake smile when i am not happy
and telling others to smile when i’m feeling crappy
it’s hard being strong
and i wanna give up
my lows have been a lot to manage .. and having no one who can listen and understand and relate and contribute to your heartache makes you feel like you’re out of luck
it’s hard being strong
but my journey isn’t finished
.. or is it ?
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