Will I matter?

My family doesn't care My friends don't care My pastor doesn't care I can't unravel the situation in my head The pain The lonelyness I'm starting to think I will never matter I Will Never Make It I need someone Someone to love me Someone to hold me Someone to be there through the good and the bad I'm sitting all alone one day and this lady says Go go play don't be sad I say no one wants me I'm alone The lady gave me one glare and said Dear child God is there I am here Let me help you She treated me as her own She showed me God's love She showed me love She showed me kindness For the first time in forever I had hope