Will It Ever

Pain will it ever go away Random like a miracle The pain hardly fades. What do you do When your mother abandons you What do you do when there Is no father to run to? Face life's journey Or wish for the stars? It's bottled up and ready to EXPLODE! So many secrets remain untold. Pain will it ever go away Random like a miracle Pain is never forgotten I will never forget the first time I seen my mom bleed. Or the time When she was stomped losing her seed. I sit in my room and wonder WHY? Why do I feel so much pain inside Maybe it's me Or the reflection I see of you Everytime I look in the mirror. I tried and tried to stop him But every time he beat you You left him, forgave him, And disappeared till it became Deja vu again. Pain will it ever go away Will my life ever change Or will I wake up to this abuse every day I REFUSE! Pain, it will go away.