Winning with a Loss

I feel like I am alone

I dream that he would answer his phone

even though only one is missing

it's like everyone is missing

I miss this person and it's not by choice

every second I don't see him I can't uphold my poise

supressing what's true

compelled to be through

I don't want to feel anything

I can't handle being alone

I'm missing my everyhting

I'm on my own

I don't have any motivation

I haven't any motivation to do anything

no control of my feelings ensues frustration

I lost my everything

he gives my actions meaning

the only reason for life's feeling

all I do is for him

nothing calls on feeling

looking at the ceiling, mind I'm losing

what to do next, I'm thinking

what must I do to reach him?

that is all I want to find