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So many times I've heard people say
that they're attracted to passion.
But I am different.
It scares me to admit I'm scared.
Four months ago you were always near,
but I pushed you away because of fear.
The emotion and passion were all too much,
I found out too much about myself
and so I ran away so far.
The relief lasted for but a moment,
but then the regret set in.
I've tried so often but they never last long
and I'm left with the same questions I've had since the beginning.
Too close and now
not close enough.
My confidence has been shattered and
I don't know how to turn sand into glass without too much heat
and so I remain broken.
Yet I remain because all I've done
and all that I know
is to
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