Without Intentions

I used to think that I was the heartbroken

 

 

Used, tricked, mesmerized

 

 

When I was headed for happiness..
Boom.
There was no happy ending for me
Nights spent crying my eyes out
My brain would spin like a record
Repeating and repeating and repeating
Thoughts would trail through
I don't deserve this at all

But what if I do?
I've done it to others
Their nights were spent crying
Obsessing like I did over that one person
Wondering why they said what they said
Why they did what they did
I hurt them
Deeply
I never realized this until now
Maybe
I'm the heartbreaker