A wolf and its sheep

 I look at the scars and I see his face

The blood shapes out the man

The man who ruined me

He took his needs and forgot mine

Breathe hot and eyes closed

Clothes off and sweat dripping down

You ignored my screams

You made me take the blade

Destroying my body

Destroying the body you once used

You wanted what I feared

How could you live with yourself?

You made an 8-year-old cut herself

And a 12-year-old hurl

You were the man I called friend

How could I be so stupid?

You asked me to play a game

And made me a puppet

I was held up by strings

And played with

Whispering sweet things 

Your breath hot on my ear

Your hands like cactuses

On the once plain skin

I took the red paint and drew

I drew till you didn’t want me

Till you looked at my body with disgust

Till I was nothing but one of your thrown out toys

I wonder how many girls suffered before this

Was I your only doll?

Or were there others?

Maybe I was the only perfect one

Following every demand

Running around like a lost puppy

Forced to stay quiet

Hushed when someone asked for help

You call yourself a man

When your just a user

A wolf waiting for its sheep

The look in your eyes when you first saw me

You expect me to forgive you

For all the tears and all the pain

I can’t forgive a man

Who made me what i am today

Beautiful skin was cost because of you

I hate you 

I hope you suffer more than me

I want you to feel what i did

 For i have no more to say

Just know

I will never forget that feeling

Goodbye