Wonder

I wonder

I wonder if he knows

Knows that he is always running through my head

That he is the one I’m thinking of

The one who knows but rejects

I wonder if knows how much it hurts

I wonder if he hurts to

I wonder if he thinks of me

Because while I’m laying in bed thinking of him

He is not thinking of me

I just wonder what it like to not be hurt

What it’s like to be okay

But all I can ever do is wonder