Wonder

As I look up into the night sky I realize how fast time flew by

Yet still my heart aches for you, as if time has stood still. 

I often wonder where you are. 

I wonder if you are still hurting. 

I wonder if you are still near, I swear you are. 

I still replay these memories of our last days . 

I still feel the sickness in the pit of my stomach as I look up into the stars tonight. 

An I wonder will my heart ever heal?

Will I ever be while again? 

Life still goes on, yet my pain remains the same. 

Waiting to see you again, waiting for you. 

Until we meet again I'll look at the stars and wish you were near.