Wondering

(poems gHave you ever just laid in your bed on a warm summer night, the windows wide open feeling the warm summer air gently touching your skin thinking about everything and nothing at the same time? Have you ever stayed up all night to watch the sun rise and see the sun grace every thing with its beauty and wonder how was this beautiful work of art created? Have you ever cried your self to sleep and feel so disconnected from the world and everyone around you and ask yourself “why did God create me? why am i so special? what good in the world could i possibly do?” Have you ever taken a time or person for granted? always thought that they would be there for you but then all of a sudden the disappear like how memories fade so quickly from our minds if we don’t hold on to them tight enough? have you ever wondered if they were really there, like it was all an allusion, and you ask yourself if it was even real or were you just dreaming? have you ever had a break up that put you in such a deep depression that not even your best of friends, who know everything about you, know what to do or what to say to you? have you ever been made fun everywhere and anywhere that no matter where you go its not safe, felt as if all of the world was coming crashing down on you and you cant do anything about it? if you have ever felt this way you should know that someone is out there who will love you and who will take care of you.o here)