Words Throwed in The Wind

It's not easy to escape.
It's not easy to explain
what I feel for you
and things I went through.
"Don't be mean",they said
but they don't know how it is.
Empty words,
empty heart
for stuff happened in the past.
I used to love you, now I'm done.
You don't love me back
and it's like a sword in my chest.
Mama, everything's gonna be alright,
but I feel sad
and I don't know why.
I shouldn't think about you.
I shouldn't write for you.
You don't give a ****,
I'm falling apart.
You are stronger than me
but please, set me free.
You are the greatest performer,
through this time you never felt in love,
always trying to push me in the corner
and never in your arms.
I'm a puppet, a sort of jerk, in your hands.
It would be different if you hadn't lied to me.
The only one who cares about, it's me.
It's not like it's supposed to be.