World of Dreams

In my dreams Is the only place I can be with you Without remorse Or pain In my dreams I am full of life And love And hope Happy And home with you Maybe that Is why I dissaper Into the night Curl up And dream of you Next to me With a smile And a kiss Love so evident in your eyes Sleep It covers me Makes me feel whole And alive You have become A dream I am always wanting to seek Yet I know Deep down Dreams is the only place you will be mine In everyday life we see Each other Yet nothing will ever happen This I know Cuz it never does If you look at my past You will see That has happened To everybody I have loved All my exes And present crushes Will never except me For me Maybe for a little bit You see But in the end They all hurt me Break me Crush me So in my dreams I get lost In your eyes Your voice Your smile Even your scent Then reality hits And I am back to being me And you are back to being you Never going to love me The way I love you And it hurts Yes it hurts But that is something I am used to Pain overwhelming everyday So used to it It has become a comfort If I am not hurting I feel lost Then dreams come And I am back to being happy And the pain free feeling is amazing But when reality hits I fall into Sadness And it's so comforting Pasting on my mask Becoming a girl Who is happy Wishing she were true This is my life And I know I can change it But if I try It fails And I become more shattered Broken And sad So Let me sleep Let me feel happy Don't wake me from my dreams Just let me be This happy girl I wish I could be