The World of No Return

I stand here With a broken heart and shattered dreams All slowly murdering my soul by the second The clock is going faster, its ticks symbolize the misfortune of losing time I wish i could shut these dreadful eyes for days And wake up to find myself free from the torture Where has the hope I have led me to? Because to me I'm still faced with the same agonizing problems The misery, the blank emotions i feel All bundled up into a big twirl of confusion To stand in such deep end, not knowing how to solve what bothers you the most Is worse then any lie ever told Any crime ever done Because here you are in sorrow's deadly claws And what more can you do but panic? That is the simple answer, because faith has betrayed you deeply Here i still stand, weak and without a clue Wondering the golden question of life :Why me? Why , why , why... I don't want to make the wrong turn. For such mistake can lead to a never ending path of regret But how can i truly know what's right? Blood rushing through this fragile body This heart is both wounded and scared to death This simple step can change my future The last thing that goes through my mind is..is it worth to put your whole life into one insecure choice? I guess for that, I must make a move Hello world of happiness or destruction Meet the girl who will choose only one. As i slowly..without a word...take one last breath and blindly decide...