The Worst Feeling

You say "The worst feeling is having a crush on someone who doesn't even notice you" And that person isn't ME The worst feeling for me is having a huge crush on you And yet till this day you still don't notice ME I guess that makes two of us, Right? Its funny how you told me "keep that crush strong, you never know what's going to happen later in life" You encouraged me and made me believe that just maybe there can be an "US" The worst feeling is knowing that your just like the other guys You got what you wanted from me then you said your goodbyes When I first met you I thought to myself "what a nice guy,sweet,charming, funny and everything I like in a guy" Well, were did I go wrong? Was being just me not good enough? I understand we were just "friend's" But I thought I actually found a friend that I can share my feelings with and run to when I need a shoulder to cry on I remember that night we spent together like it was yesterday We stood up so late just talking about life and what we want to do with our lives and how we cant always depend on people when it comes to following our dreams or doing what we love best We have to be INDEPENDENT The worst feeling is knowing that I trust you How do I trust someone who only see's me as dust You don't want anything more But how can you call me "friend" when the things we do are more than what "friends" do Every time you come around my feelings get stronger for you You had the audacity to speak of "Her" Not knowing that I was hurt, I sat in silence wondering why... Are you worth waiting for ? If not, than why waist my time Until we meet again lets pretend Pretend our late night visits never happened Pretend "Us" never began If you pretend then I'll pretend I'll pretend , The Worst Feeling...is having feelings for you ,my "friend".