Would You Believe Me?

Would you believe me if I told you? What if I told you my life could be a movie? I wonder if this is my continuous fault or if its Gods plan; I never figured that out. If it is my fault, i dont wanna continue saying its gods plan as an excuse. I always felt like I needed to make something happen. I do know that good things come to those who wait. Hopeing that something good will come from all this failure, but im running out of time. I wanna make her proud; I wanna show her that all the sacrifices shes made for me wasnt a waste. I wanna see the real form of happiness in her face. Not just the fake smile she puts on like a mask to hide her true feelings. I wanna do something to make her life worth living. Something to repay her for all she has done. Something to show her how grateful and thankful i am, even though i might not show it Would you believe me if i told you?