writer's block

sometimes the pain comes back

like the feeling of a missing limb

the scars of a heartbreak

that might never fully heal

it's hard to know what to write 

how to write. why to write.

he's all i used to write about 

he's all i used to feel

but i can't shout

i have to sit and deal

this is part of moving on

but never did it dawn

how much this reminded me

connected me

to him.

this is a new era though 

so

welcome

and goodbye.