Writing Calendars
Familiarity boils over
in a pot that can’t contain
A search for four leaf clovers,
nothing can ever be the same
And as we’re moving through the obstacles
We built for ourselves
We don’t have any of the answers
So I grab my pen and swell
I’ve been writing calendars all morning
And this afternoon feels right
To mark down the characters I know I am
Or at least write down tonight
Willfully deceive myself
With a future history lesson
Powered by unhelpful doubt
But it prevents me from guessing
Is it pure simulacra?
Is vintage all brand new?
Tripping on another flashback
It’s all that I can do
I’ve been writing calendars all morning
Deciphering the twins
Born of my reality
Kept in
Are the dates have inscribed
And if I drop this tool
I won’t have a thing to feed
It seems that I’m my own fool
But it’s something I still need
Writing calendars
Moving at great speeds
It seems that I might go too far
But it makes for a good read