Gotta say I'm sorry

Sorry for not communicating,

Shutting down and not completely being open.

You have to understand

That I,

Myself,

Am a child

And I'm trying to understand

All these feelings that I'm feeling.

So forgive me if I'm failing

To tell you how I feel.

I've been  feeling a little down,

Skin a little pale,

And well,

Not quite sure of who I am.