This year

This year is different This year opened so many doors and windows This year felt like change This year I made so many new friends This year I met someone out of this world This year I felt more confident This year I had the same dream..... This year I didn't want to have it again Every year the same dream Every year I see myself get hit by a car and that was the end of my life Last year I was in a car accident Closest I've ever been to my dream coming true The year before that my breaks where cut The year before that the bus over heated the doors couldn't open The year before that and the year before that Same dream no same nightmare And just like every nightmare it has to do with a car This year I had the dream again ... This year someone was new The love of my life had a dream no a nightmare of me dying ... This year could be the year This year could make the nightmare a reality This year I could end up dead If I had the same nightmare as the night the love of my life had his Is that showing me my time is coming to an end? This year I can find a way to break the cycle of the night mare or This year could be my last ....