years back

Remember the day i was born? good times right?

yup. then i became a kid. got a little bit of trouble.

i know. then a teenager... all i think of is disappearing.

years back i was happy... now heres how it goes for me " no friends in gym, 

no space in my heart to find the right guy, my friends crazy at lunch at least i got them"

here i am now writing about what goes on in my life.

turning my life around, think im addict to alchol

because my dad gave me whiskey now i just want whiskey..

my life when i was born made me happy now im just sad as can be.

sure wish i was little again. everything has changed for me... my friend has a problem with me being bi.

well my true friends dont because they are bi. so got a problem with us?!

well thats on you. i sit alone in gym feels like i am hated! well i found

my friends! its not yall its my friends at lunch. years back i was sweet as could be but i think my heart froze

i think im missing my mother, im physically hurt by that. i sure miss her.

the day i was born she held me, and smiled. she really loved me..

but after her death my life is going backwards... i live in the past..

i can't move on without you - mom.

but for now ill stick with my friends.

love them all.