Yee of little faith, fixed by a boy with piercing eyes #BecauseILoveYou

A boy that looked like a man looking into my eyes

Beautiful, yet so toxic

Could a teenage boy really love?

Definitely not, I told myself

Eventually, looking into his eyes would become a bore

From that thought I looked away, leaned back in my chair

Growing hatred rose in my stomach

He kept looking

Ingesting my appearence with his eyes

Just like a moth to a flame

Kindness was a virtue my mother always taught me

Love all with the same love of Him

My mother would be so ashamed of my little faith

Not that it would change anything 

Opeining my heart to somebody would never work

Past males have ruined that for me 

Quitely my heart sung 

Restless from the looks he gave me

Standing up I pushed in my chair 

Thought about the words that would slip my mouth

Under my breath I cursed 

Vial words couldn't get me out of this one 

Why won't he break my stare?

Xeroxing my every move 

Yelling in my mind continued 

Zealously he smiled at me 

"Why wont you stop staring?"

I scolded 

He grinned

"Baby you make up every part of my life. I do this because I love you"

"I don't get it"

"Just like this poem, you are the alphabet to me."