Yelling To God

I remember that Phone call 

That took the breath away 

It was your voice 

Cracking on the other end

You were tired of this fight 

You were tired of giving it your all 

To only get pushed down onto the floor. 

You were done fighting this worthless fight. 

It broke my heart hearing you say "I'm done." 

Nothing came and nothing passed 

Time was standing still 

When you pulled the trigger 

Gun shots echoing in my head 

Its the only memory I have of that night. 

The pain still kills me

And I yell at god 

for taking you away. 

I didnt want to believe in a god 

who would take someone so pure away, 

Your heart was hurting but you gave it your all 

Now i'm left here asking why 

So god if you hear me

Hold him tight 

Never let him feel the way he did