yelling to the sky

Yelling to the sky

Lord why

I didn't ask to be here

Why do i have to lay in these tears

Scared to say how i feel

Maybe cuz it get me nowhere

Asking all these questions

While they're ignoring me

The pain running between my eyes

As everybody tells me its my fault

Out the door i go u would think

I could shut out the hurt

But instead it all forms

To the front while i walk

Through the school

Full of this judgemental strom

They say suicide isnt the answer

But it sounds so good

The pain is gone ooouuu

I wish i could

But god won't let me

He comes in my dreams

He tells me

You have others on your team

Ones that care and wish they could be there

So i yell

As i yell i can see my father

Tell me im his superstar

And i can get through anything

But then i think to myself

He doesn't know anything

He's dead ,not here,nowhere around

Then the tears flow

Still yelling at the sky

Ask god why

Oh why

What did i do so wrong

To be left on this earth all alone