For you

If I could start a new, I would go back just to save you

If I could start a new, I would go back to make more memories with you

If I could start a new, I would never let that happen again

I wish I was smart enough to make a time machine just for you 

Just so you could live the life you wanted to

I wish I could tell you that I understand, but the sad truth is that I don't

That's what kills me the most

Seeing you all alone with your problems 

Knowing you have them all in your head

Knowing that you can't even tell me

I wish I knew how you felt 

just so I could know how to help

I love you so much

Please tell me you notice

I love you so much

Please never leave me

I love you so fucking much

I just hope that you notice

Without you I am lost

Accustomed to turning to you in my dark times

Without you I find no purpose 

Without you I'll just become a tragedy

I'm sorry for the burden but

Without you the louder it gets

It's like a big party all in my head

Here comes anxiety

Depression say hello

That's what I'm left with

Just me & my suicidal thoughts