You

I want to sleep with you....  now see I don't only mean have sex with you I mean sleep together with you under my covers on my bed with you're head on my chest and my arm around you're shoulder with the AC on cold so we’d have to cuddle a lil closer I want to live in the moment before you open your eyes. The thin line between reality and the thoughts in my wary mind. But see I’ve been trapped in a room with the door wide Open

I️’ve Running from wall to wall without any shortness of breath. All the while I never considered stepping foot past the wide open door. People peaking in wondering who’s inside Laughs and blank stares 

Felt like hallow bullets ripping through my inside But I️ just couldn’t cry. I want to you let you in 

But the anxiety of me saying hi Increased my heart rate so I’d just let you walk on by. 

. But you were persistent and u finally made your way in And now Not a moment goes by that I do not think of you. It's like you've bought a Trillion dollar mansion inside my heart you visit my mind day and night and made yourself at home. Your smile is my sun my troubles are the clouds and your smile shines so bright while your voice moves all my troubles away

 . We made love, not only sexually but physically,mentally and spiritually. Your body trembled as I stroked deeply through your thoughts caressing your every want and need while uplifting you to the highest of highs. I also pounded every inch of myself onto you while you made the sweetest sounds of them all as I released myself into you never giving you the slightest idea that I’d walk away from you. 

. But I seen the horror in your eyes when times got hard left me all alone trapped in my thoughts. Thought u were a ride or die but you ran when wheels fell off and now you left me all alone with the damage you caused. We started off as close friends but now you my enemy just hearing your name brings me negative energy. But when I’m all alone stuck in my thoughts you run thru my mind like your running a 4x1

Toxic traits you passed them on just like a baton soul ties got me stuck thinking you still could be the one.