To You

Dear,

        You 

My heart is smashed

but its not in pieces 

I'm sad

but I don't feel like crying

What is this emotion?

Its somewhere

In between reluctance, rebellious, and just

being a teen

I'm confused I don't know 

what to do 

I have to decide

between the 1st option or you

one will bring power, fame, and more

while the other will just bring you

I'm sorry to say it

but the first option was picked

But somehow I know I should 

have picked you

Don't hate me forever and

please understand

I'm not someone you want as a 

freind, becase I waver and

wonder, so I suppose this

is the end

                                       My deepest regards, 

                                                            my one and only true freind