You And I??

I know you can see this isn't a lie.

I just can't wait, I don't want a goodbye.

These complicated feelings I have for you started today.

It might get confusing but listen to what I have to say.

We haven't know each other for years.

Yet, I still have all these scary fears.

My heart is where Im always most hurt.

But it's your favorite place to lurk.

I'm so confused, so broken.

Are you understanding the words I have spoken?

When you talk to those other girls, I just want to cry.

I cant determine if what I think we have is a lie.

I know I can count on you because you have always been there.

But answer from your heart, Do you really care?

I do, I want you to be here with me.

It's what I've been trying to make you see.

I swear on my life, Its all true.

Because honestly, I really love you.