you ask for what pains

you ask for what pains me?

words fill my head

as i get ready to speak

everything just disappears

my whole mind crashes

you want to know what pains me ?

to no be able to tell the truth

to not be able to speak words of honesty

to not be blunt and truthful

to not be who i say i am

to be a hypocrite

i suggest to others to be who i thought i was

have you seen my pain ?

i tell lies

avoid the truth

just to be on the favored side of people

i am part of the people i loath

you asked for what pains me ?

to be part