You Changed Me

You made me feel different, You made me grow up, I didn't understand, If only I was little older. Your name leaves a scar, I compare everyone to you, I used to smile when I heard your name. I wish I told you I loved you, Maybe that would've saved us, I wished I told you, You were my happiness, Now you part of my depression. I wished I told you how I felt, I wish, I wish, You would come back. The sad thing is, I would take you back in heart beat, We didn't even date. How does one fall for someone, Not be in relationship with them, It happens all the freaking time, Unfortunately he was the first guy I ever loved. I wish to speak to you one more time, I would tell you everything, But I see you with someone new now, Y'all seem so happy, So much better then me and you. I wished I said " I love you", That would have probably saved us, Would've kept you trying. It never made sense, When you would deny your feelings, Show jealousy, Be protective, acted like boyfriend, But you always said "if only you were little older". Well here I am, A Little older, You promised if I needed you, You would be there, Where are you? I wished I never met you, I would have been better off, I will never be happy now. This is what I wished I said, I loved you, I hate you, I missed you, I never wanna see you again, If you came back, I would take you back in heart beat, This is what i wished I said.