from with in you fall

You sit ,stop and wait then you realize your would has been shaken in to almost nothing,you reach for the universal remote but it can only control the tv and then you wonder what was it like to be me,so you fall and phase digging deeper than before only to find your self surrounded my lies and the shrew cry of what you thought was happiness ,tears will down you face and falls to the concrete bester and boiling making wholes with ever drip only to realize you've found vengeance in the pit of hell it roars out and yet stays subdued controlled chaos and at every corner and every street that you can find a living soul,zombies fully alive but dead to self, morality just a figment of your imagination and lies beside the tombstone of tour conscience ,then it's clear and you open your eyes to reveal your deepest fear...yourself.