You Had No Idea

I had no idea that I could feel the pain I had felt I had no idea that I could love somebody the way I loved you I had no idea that you would be on my mind all the time You had no idea, but then again, how could you I cried tears of sorrow I cried tears of nothingness The feeling that I felt in the pit of my stomach ached You had no idea, but the again, how could you It hurt me to let you go It hurt me to listen to your constant lies It hurt me whenever someone said your name It hurt to see you You had no idea, but then again, how could you I wanted to hate you, but I couldn't I wanted to forget your very existence, but I couldn't I wanted to hurt you like you hurt me, but I couldn't You had no idea, but then again, how could you You never loved me like you said You never cared for me like you said You never thought to think how it would effect me I had no idea, but then again, how could I