To You I Am Nothing

Love is pain

With nothing to gain

But a big blackened heart

Of stone

A nice 'leave me alone'

A termination of an almost love

Another loss

Prayed to the cross

For a change in luck

With a hug

That you shrug

Off with your arms

How I long for your arms

To hold me once again

Are we just friends?

Yet again I have been fooled

Into thinking things were good

But that euphoria never lasts

Staring at my phone

Hating being alone

And hating more that I keep calling

Wishing for an answer

Never getting one

I know it's done

But oh how I wanted much more

Only to hear from you In four

More weeks at best

Forget the rest

Thinking I'm worthless

Becoming a nuisance

If only to get the closure I seek

I cannot stand for this anymore

The sad; the unsure

I know that we're no more

But the persistence persists

Taking you off my contact list

To you I am nothing