You lied and I deserved it

<p>How sadly hopeless is it that</p><div>You fill my mind with this empty irrelevant nothingness</div><div>This false sense of security&nbsp;</div><div>These warm embraces that mean literally nothing&nbsp;</div><div>To you&nbsp;</div><div>And I guess I told you they meant shit to me too</div><div>But it was all a lie and I know</div><div>How were you supposed to guess through my shielded eyes that</div><div>I&#39;m left hopelessly loving you</div><div>And the way my name danced on your toungue&nbsp;</div><div>Will echo through my brain as you caress her</div><div>And the places you touched me will haunt me at night</div><div>Will stop me from dreaming and take away anything I look forward to because</div><div>I&#39;m a piece of trash</div><div>I&#39;m worth nothing I know</div><div>And to you I am especially irrelevant</div><div>And this becomes prevalent when her</div><div>Lips shape into</div><div>&quot;I love you to&quot;</div><div>But I&#39;m happy you&#39;re happy with her</div><div>Even though you seemed happier with me</div><div>Maybe you whisper lies about&nbsp;</div><div>How you never stopped loving&nbsp;</div><div>Her&nbsp;</div><div>As well</div><div>As</div><div>Me</div><div>And maybe I&#39;m just sand that falls through the cracks of your mind&nbsp;</div><div>And maybe I&#39;m so insignificant that</div><div>If I stopped chasing you all together&nbsp;</div><div>My existence would</div><div>Become&nbsp;</div><div>Fake</div><div>And barely a memory.</div><div>So behold her beauty while I quietly destroy myself</div><div>Admire her strength while I crumble and splinter</div><div>Make memories with her that</div><div>Quite like an old video camera</div><div>Will tape over any you had with me</div><div>Because the second I leave</div><div>I know</div><div>You forget&nbsp;</div>