You make me feel like "sucks"

Your troubles were my troubles, your struggles I made my own. What I got in return was nothing more, but pain. Now what do I have to show, I am nothing but alone. My eyes watered like rain, you made me feel so insane. You hurt me, but why? "Your stupid as f*ck, for real", is what you would say. Ignore me and lie, it was as if you wanted me too cry. I would always obey and you betray. So many times, I wanted to say good bye. I don't know why, I couldn't let you go. So I let you believe a lie, that caused our relationship to die. It wasn't me, I didn't even know, but I let you believe so. My hope is you will fade from my mind. My hope is for true happiness we both will find.